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Wednesday, December 30, 2015 This is amazing. Just felt like posting one more post here. It is amazing how I read through my previous entries and memories came flooding back into my mind like it was just yesterday. I could visualise it extremely well, the place, the people, the exact conversation, and the incidents that took place. It seems like my secondary school life was filled with fun and laughter, my only concern was probably POA.. LOL, which I eventually did well, praise the Lord. It's sad tho, that the friendships forged for that 5 years has almost diminished to nothing. We all embarked on our separate journeys, meet new people, and were no longer in contact. Or rather, we have barely anything to say to each other. Even so, I am so ever grateful for such an eventful secondary school life, if I were to repeat it, I wouldn't mind. Life back then was so much easier, lesser worries, troubles and pain. Come to think of it, I used to feel upset not having a more colourful life.. Like life was boring for me, because everything was just going well and fine and lovely. haha, what an ungrateful child I was.
"Grass is greener on the other side"
That saying is probably true. Even when you're standing on the greener side, you would think otherwise. It has been a fascinating 5 years of my life in St. Margaret's Sec. Thank you for those that have crossed my path, I'm eternally grateful. Just a doubt. I wonder how long will this web page last till it self-destruct and I'll no longer have access to these memories ever again. In any case, they were sweet memories. 
I no longer keep digital memories (blogging), because physical copies can last longer. I am glad at this era, paper and notebooks still exists.
*Noah's Ark - A Covenant Between Me And God* 1:33 AM
Heys, the week passed really really fast.. and Tmr will be sunday alrdy! and Monday i'll be having my chinese prelims, followed by social studies on tues then eng on wed! Im not even sure if im well prepared, but what i know for sure is that im extremely tired from studying! The feeling of studying and studying and studying day and night is horrible!:( Im soo tired.. But I thank God that He continue to remain faithful and granted me the strength to bring me through this whole entire time:) whenever I go weary, GOD will always be there for me to give me strength!:D AMEN:) *Noah's Ark - A Covenant Between Me And God* 12:05 AM
Prelims are over! Finally! But then N's are coming in TWO WEEKS time! I want to die lers.. Getting back results this wed and thurs! Hopefully my results wont kill me! but my POA die ler... There is a hamster gathering heaven now! The clique 4! (HAMHAM,JIJI,DONGDONG and DINGDING) they in heaven enjoying now:D IMISSTHEMALL:'( Amandakwan: HI! Oh and thanks for cause my com to die:) hahaha:D *Noah's Ark - A Covenant Between Me And God* 9:34 PM
hmm.. I wonder why the picture of this doesnt show up! can someone tell me how to do it? but anyways.. may things happened this month, whether isit my relationship with God or self conflict.. It suddenly seems like Im living on this earth for no reason.. what i do is study, sleep, eat.. all day and the cycle just kept repeating.. until the day i die? Then I slowly began to realised what a Hypocrite I am to God.. and I found just no meaning to live on this world anymore. But just as I was feeling upset and depressed about, God reveals to me through miracles, verses and songs that our life is not what we can control, but is how we can live it. And I found the answer to my doubts, and is that God is the one that create us, and so His purpose/mission for us in this world is to live up to His name and share the gospel and save souls! Until I came to a point that only God knows what is in life for me and I just have to live it for Him! *Noah's Ark - A Covenant Between Me And God* 8:04 PM
Hello people!:D it has been long since I touched my blog:/ today was first day of sch and it's going to be a super stressful one!! Oh and the best part is I didn't even know that I have prelims-.- so I'm so going to die.. Haha:) yupps but today it's awesome! Cause it is what god had planned for me:) yay!:D I love him lots!<33 okay then I Better go do my poa, eng, and Chinese ler!:) bye! God bless you guys!:D *Noah's Ark - A Covenant Between Me And God* 8:49 PM
Today was the first day of MYE and i screwed it up alrdy.. my english the compo and paper2 all die alrdy.. then my ss dun nid to say, even worst.. seriously i think im soooooo dead:( maybe cause i never study enough..:( hai.. but nevertheless i must study for the rest! otherwise all my other subs will also die! anyways, ppl are acting so weirdly now adays, and i dunno how to react... how leh?? hm... tmr going to study with winnie at macs! i seriously hope it turns out well cause i reallyreally nid to study:( *Noah's Ark - A Covenant Between Me And God* 5:40 PM
Heys! hai.. today was the first day of sch and it was horrible:( firstly, it was a last min thing that i was told for the sec one orientation.. so at first i really didnt want to go but then end up i decided to go.. during the orientation while we were having fun with the sec ones then someone came to spoil it! Its like seriously la, so many ppl's uni is shorter than mine why must pick me?! and somemore dun give me a chance to do it at home?! unreasonable okay.. cause i was too angry and upset at the same time when i went back i couldnt control and started crying. so i ran to the toilet. like seriously, i wonder why did i even choose to go for this thing and make myself suffer? this sucks okay?! someone is like just making the camp so unhappy, whats the point?! hai.. okay i seriously nid to chill.. okay then, i should go! another day of horrible tmr:( so bye! *Noah's Ark - A Covenant Between Me And God* 9:51 PM
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