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Sunday, October 26, 2008 Hello! Pray for me okay? Pray that i will stay healthy throughout the camp:) I'm so tired.. Have been sleeping quite late recently.. yawn... Anyway.. I hope it will be fun.. this time the retreat only got like the sec 2s cause the sec 3s have head start so they couldnt come.. so sad.. its like so little ppl alrdy i think only got 7 ppl including me.. Tmr still got tuition and i havent do my newspaper article and i'm so sleepy alrdy.. Just now my mother was like scolding my maid and then she said she was lecturing her but her tone was horrible and so i told her then she thinks that i'm siding my maid then she kept beating me.. Then i got v.angry and played the piano like extremely loud and in a very noisy way to vend my anger but i think i did something v.wrong because i shouldnt vend my anger on the piano. I shouldnt have done that i could have prayed and asked God to clam me down and help me to sort things out.. I know sometimes it could be very difficult espcially when someone has mistaken you and harm you, but learnt not to say vulgarities when you are angry because God has given us tongues to praise Him and we should not use the very same tongue to speak evil words. We should keep our tongue pure and holy just to praise the Lord. When i was small, i was seriously very hot tempered, when i am angry i could literally tear down the whole house! I would slam the door tear books and throw them on the floor, throw tissue out of the window , stamp on the floor to make alot of noise and to some how attract my family members attention but after i know christ i slowly began to stop saying vulgarities and stop destroying the house. I really thank God for changing me!:) You know when i was in pri school i had this friend who brought me to church, in her everyday life she speaks vulgarities like flowing water but when she step into the church she stopped and when she comes out again she started saying vulgarities again! Then i asked her, " How come you go into the church then you stop saying all this words, but once you step out, everything comes out from your mouth again?" Guess what she reply me? " Go in church ma.. Must be holy then when come out then dont need already lor.. cause christians ma so in church must mind my words." Then i was like " You know its wrong but why you do it? You know being a christian is a representive of God but people like you, can you still call yourself a christian? And why must you take time to come to church every saturday when you dont mean it?" Then she said to me, " Cause my parents comes here and so they ask me must come so i HAVE NO CHOICE but to come." you see ppl she said she 'have no choice' but the fact is that she have a choice is whether she wants to make the choice to do it.. many of you just go to church because your parents force you to go or you just go there for the sake of going but if you want to go to church you have to go there happily and you must have this mind set when you are going to church you must know why you go there for.. you go there is to praise God and worship him and not to go there only because of your friends are there or your parents are there. If you only want to meet your friends why cant you go some where else why must you go to church and be so unhappy about it? so think about it why do you go to church? yupps.. this is all i got to say.. so think about what i've said and reflect it on yourself and see is that person you? If that person is not you then praise God for it! And remember you came to this world to praise God and to pass God's words around and help even more ppl to believe in Him!:) so.. I shall stop here.. and may God Bless You!:) *Noah's Ark - A Covenant Between Me And God* 5:59 PM
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